*requiem for a dream

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

yes, i'll be missing you

TO HELL WITH IEF.

okay, or rather i screwed up the bloody econs paper badly.
only consolation is, perhaps the markers will be kind enough to reward me for my crapping skills and maybe some nice graffiti drawn for them?

nuff of 'crying over spilt milk'... i wouldnt expect much this time.

and im gona miss my dad.
he'll be away for 3 THREE WHOLE WHOPPING months to New Zealand!
though we're not that close... like i'll see him only a maximum of 3hrs each day?
somehow i'll miss his presence.
i wish i can jolly well hop on the jet plane with him. HOLIDAYS baby!

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Things go the wrong way

It's the season for junk food cravingg~ yet again.
Instead of getting stuffs into my head, they enter into my stomach.
Like supposingly mugging period turned pigging out session.
Chilli tapioca crisps, HELLO panda-milk, Pocky-milk, wheel-like saltish snack, Calibee spicy-flavoured chips and NEW ZEALAND's berry sorbet.
Sinful sinful~ amituofuo~


Meanwhile a return visit after eons, to see 'Mr Cowboy' ( petshop at clementi ) while checking out shampoos for my guinea pigs. Im still soOo infatuated with this black stout-looking canine. By the way, unlike Yexinzi, i have a thing for animals more than i have for babies. And she's like kinda scare of dogs can ?



Been playing particularly these over my stereo these days
'From this moment - Shania Twain'
'Have you ever - Brandy'
'Cai Hong Tian Tang - Liu Geng Hong'

Lotsa 'what ifs' still buzzing around my malfunction brain. Drop that thought oh pleaseeee.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Excuse me, Miss ;)

It must have been fate or a curse maybe?
To actually have connection problem at that veryyyy point of time, when I tried all ways and means to resume online again. To the extent of switching on my sis's laptop as well. But I just couldn't get em working.
And today, a simple normal routine touch just got everything working. How freakkyyyy~

Life's like that, i conclude.
When you try so hard to get something working, 99% of the time, it backfires. However, when certain things that dont matter much anymore, it comes to you as easy as like when you snap your fingers.
Perhaps i should really stop!!! argh.


Anyway, i found some really interesting pickup lines.

HERE.

You are a 9.999. Well, you'd be a perfect 10 if you were with me.

Please help the homeless. Take me home with you...

Apart from being sexy, what do you do for a living?

Do you know karate? Cos damn it honey, your body is really kickin.

I hope you know CPR, cos you take my breath away!

Were you arrested earlier? It's gotta be illegal to look that good.

Am I dead, Angel? Cause this must be heaven!

Be unique and different, just say yes.

Damn girl, you have more curves than a race track.

Damn, if being sexy was a crime, you'd be guilty as charged!

Hey I'm looking for treasure, Can I look around your chest?

You're like a dictionary - you add meaning to my life!

Was your Father an Alien? Cos honey on planet earth there's nothing else like you!

Your eyes are bluer than the atlantic ocean and baby, I'm all lost at sea.

I'm sick. My medicine is to talk to you.

Help, somethings wrong with my eyes - I just can't take them off you.

Girl, you gotta be tired coz you been runnin through my mind all day.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

what's essential and what's not.

I can't believe i just watched a 10min hardcore local porn.
Scandal from NYP.
Seriously, in this society where technology is sooO advanced, filming your intimate moments with your love ones ought not to be saved in the phone or in fact NOT to save it at all. That is sheer stupidity! But it is equally mean of the founder of the phone to actually spread it over the web as well. Put myself in the female victim's shoes, i'll probably quit school immediately, leave the country for years to somewhere where nobody recognises me.

Also, it's been one month since i started this blog. Sometimes i wonder who actually reads my blog besides the usual people i know who'll read without fail.
I've got the urge to do certain things some times but i hold back for my own good.


For the past 1 month,



was of a mixture of awesome fun and extreme heartaches as well.

These girls are the essentials in my life ! ;)

Thursday, February 16, 2006

zonked out at ZOUK

ThankewWww~ people for all the greetings, chocolates, flowers and whatever on vday. <3
I had trillion-fun of bonding sessions over the week.

And i feel the urge to update on this first...

__________

the night *pumpkin got wasted!

_______________

Dear Ms Ye xinzi,

i wonder if you know how many casualties you've harmed and the insane things you did when you got wasted last night. A brief report from eye-witnesses.

You literally got high in less than an hour, dancing like nobody's biz, draggin MsTang along to be your lesbo erotic dancer, SLAP every single guy in our group on their foreheads REPEATEDLY with your Buddha palm. Remove Zach's glasses and played around with it, causing it to almost be lost in zouk! and you KICKASS, you really do, now i know. To add, you cause aaron's lips to bleed with whatever funny dangerous stunt you pulled, SLAPPED me once hard on my back and im now suffering from 80 yr o' granny's backache after all the tugging and slouching. And you Almost suck a FAG, (your most hated) plus all the yelling at the very top of your voice of your usual 'F*RKkkk~', in and outta the club.

When i could finally get you out, you 'merlion-ed' the bustop with your beautiful creations, and i mean you really did it in a rather GROSS way like ...( ask me personally )

And when saying 'sorry' doesnt seems to be the hardest word at all, you apparently conveniently spatted out numerous 'sorry'sSssssssss to people around you. For the night, the word was irritatingg for as long as it comes out from your mouth, WE sense DANGER!

[[PEEKtures!]]

*before i met up with pumpkin, with the sec sch lovelies.

*And then, to zouk when xinzi's still perfectly sober

The BIGGESt victim shows his face, with his now dehydrated crimson lower lips

*xinzi: "muHAHAHA~ i'm on the run now, better watch out for me cuz I KICKASS!"

and then... Her beautiful creations at the bus-stop

She proudly posed with her 'beautiful creation' number 1.

;)

Friday, February 10, 2006

Alot like L.O.V.E

Valentine's Day is just like days away.
and I like fantasizing about fairytale kinda dates, matchmaking people, the feeling is just soOo oh-sweeet.

Anyway the following points are vital for a guy to actually take note when taking out a girl on a date including the preparations. That is provided you're really interested in further developing the relationship not platonic ones okayyy.

VALENTINE'S DAY GUIDE FOR DUMMIES

Golden Rule Number 1:
Don't underdress, always dress to the nines on the first date or v'day itself. Like put on a collar shirt and a pair of jeans at least?
First impression counts alot, especially appearance that covers 70% according to biz etiquette.
Dress to impress aight!

2. Smell nice 24/7. Wear your favourite cologne, not too strong nor too mild. It does really attract the senses alright.

3. Show your sincerity. Surprise her with a small gift for example a piece of accessory or flowers.

4. Take her out for dinner at a cafe at least. Fastfood or hawker cantres will be after subsequent dates ya.

5. Keep the conversation going, and do MAKE decisions sometimes but ask for her opinions though. Dont think pushing it to the girl is being gentlemanly.

6. Offer to pay for the meal or movie. However if she insists, just let her be.

7. Look into her eyes while talking to her. Not too long lah!

8. It'll be nice to stroll with her and just go deeper into conversation and understand each other better.

9. Send her home, perhaps to her block not to the doorstep. It'll be kinda intimating.

10. Check that she's safely home by means of a sms or call. Add that 'it's nice going out with you' or something like that. The next date will depend on whether she has that certain interest in you. Eventually you'll know.

Good Luck! guys.
and girls, i hope you do get your fair share of ultimate romantic dates.

*lotsa lovee from me! ("v")

Monday, February 06, 2006

overlooking TangPeiYan

The world wouldn't stop revolving just because of you, well said.
like take a look at the pile-up

*fked up laptop
*random house visits, ang paos
*stay-overs
*latelate nights
*running all over the island, north south east west
*sleep debt accumulated
*emo. drained
*presentations, projects, assignments and finally EXAM in a blink of eye
*budgeted labour - ATTACHMENT

soooOo...TangPeiYan is hereby calling for people whose interested in taking over my tuition errand during my attachment period. Interested parties please gimme a buzz. ;)

hmFf! and i have yet to find out the culprit behind the 'prank' call. *sway my hips like the MJ way
I will first skin him alive like the raccoon's fate (in the video), chopped him up into pieces like the indo. maid and display his body parts at ... TOPMAN. Like the uber cool model for halloween.
so dont u guys dare to DISTURB my peace huh.

*and i wonder what does cupid have in store for me on v'day this year.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Post CNY report

On the 3rd Feb early morning 455am, some kookoo woke me up from my beauty sleep.
I answered to my 'lalala~ don't lie~' ringtone half-consciously, what puzzled me is who the hell actually called during that hour and stubbornly refused to disclose his identity.

Firstly, he spoke in a rather muffled high pitch voice, intentionally to cover up his sneaky identity. Definitely not some prank calls by some tiko pehs for it was a young man's voice with quite a good command of english.

Me: 'who are you?' ( half-conscious )
Him: 'somebody who likes/loves you alot.'
*stunned.
and he continued talking about godknowswhat he've been saying with the spastically noisy background and the call ended with him saying he'll call again tomorrow.

When i awoke the next day, i feel i ought to slap myself.
I didn't even clearly remember if he did mention my name in the first place. Haha.
so who knows he might have gotten the wrong person?
and LUCKILY! i didnt receive a follow up call from him.


Anyway, some overdue pics HERE.
of house party and CNY eve



The white persian cat with ultimate smooth coat of fur with a seductive bunch of tail.

The entire basement of the 4 level house belongs this feline.



Nice shallow pool which i can prolly 'swim' inside.


HAHAHA. i am a coolcool~ drummer.



The basement. Equip with blasting sound system, piano, guitar, drums, Tv etc etc...

can almost transform it into a dancefloor. Shiok~


The funniest pair of legs of the day.

Cheenatown at a rather late time


I love DOGS and *pumpkin.



Another fav girl friend.



The chai shen that sprinkles gold dust at river ang pao


Finale... it's an absolutely different feeling when u watch fireworks with close friends.

And according to my mom, since the eve of CNY, i can overlook the window from my humble flat and SEE fireworks partially blocked by some buildings EVERYDAY, til when the government feels they've spent enough money on doing stupid things like that.

Friday, February 03, 2006

Scorpion sting

I find this rather true to an extent.
But i'll NEVER EVER be a 3rd party.
Read on if you want though it's rather lengthy.

SCORPIO WOMAN>> > >>>> > >>>> > >>
A simple woman who always show what kind of a mood she is in.
You can tell right way if she upset, or if she is flirting with you.
She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it, for it's in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules.

She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.
She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman.
Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of.
She can manipulate men without they knowing it.
If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes.
You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say.
She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more.
If she wants something, she will do everything to get it.
She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her.
She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident.
She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps".
If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter.

Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered. Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again.

If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew. If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor".
She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.


~~~ a lil note: i promise photos of CNY soon, cuz there's simply toooo many on hand.