*requiem for a dream

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

your resident dollie liansta

i thought i wanted a change...

i want THIS from forever 21 to suit my current kookoo hairstyle but darn! it's outta stock.

hits & misses

incoherent entry due to low-down syndrome

i miss my hair
i miss the haircut session at chapter 2
i miss getting all hyper easily
i miss my random warm hellos, smiles and insane actions
i miss my Tb 27/6 classmates
i miss the girlies who'll stick around to bitch during lectures & tutorials and lunchbreaks
i miss holding BIG hands
i miss preparing supper in the middle of the night
i miss dozing off on laps
i miss my weird fetish of biting someone when im pissed


all in all, i miss the usual people.
nothing beats the time spent over the past 2 years.
no point dwelling over past tense, whether you're forgotten or not.

lust and love
issit just a thin line difference?

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

pick up the pieces

I just dont feel good ALLL over.
and i guess i gotta learn to love myself more.

forgoing this and that.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

CLASSIQUE!

okay, so for the past few days was shuffling to and fro the hospital to visit dear o' grandpa.
am reallyy glad to see that his health is back on track.

i have to say my grandpa's like one of the cutestttt and naughtiesttt patient.
Attempts to use his tongue to pull off the tube from his nose, pretending to scratch his face but in fact he's trying to get rid of that uncomfortable thingy stucking in one of his nostrils etc etc etc...
Alzheimer's disease patients can be problematic and yet crack me up a little i say.

Before i forget, today's trip was rather fruitful i felt.
funny ironic scenarios in the ward.




2 patients sitting or crowding the counter where the nurses are suppose to sit just to use the PHONE. nurses are off the counter. Look like some telemarketer counter huh?

and the following pic is absolute CLASSIC !!!

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can u believe this ragged half naked guy with such cool charcoal-coloured soles is actually a patient ???

He's like in the pink of health except that he's prolly a mentally unstable case. I wonder whyee did they put him in a hospital. He coils and twirl and hangs the tubing around his nose, ears etc like it's some uber cool mp3 earphones. Makes occasion weird yawning noises persistently for some time as if it's his territory, disturbing other patients around

Next, classic pic

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GHOSTLY encounter at van's house.

spot the

[[ SADAKO with pink manicures ]]

okay... it's just me lahhh!

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here.

tee-hee =D

Friday, May 12, 2006

fantastic 4

Fantastic 4...

4 necessities you carry out with you
1. wallet
2. handphone
3. tissues
4. MENTOS

4 places you wish to travel to
1. VENICE
2. spain
3. france
4. hawaii

4 things that irritate you
1. when my guinea pigs overturn their freshly filled bowl
2. any disturbance from my sleep before 12noon on a weekend
3. a half-broken nail
4. YEXINZI. HAH.

4 least favourite colours
1. grey
2. dirty green
3. light brown
3. dull orange

4 things you wish to do before you die
1. travel half the globe
2. spent all my fortune building a new house from scratch and design it with my *beloved
3. bungee jump and scuba dive (though i cant swim)
4. tell people who matters, 'i love you' and give them a BIG hug

4 vehicles you wish to own
1. mazda rx 8
2. nissan fair lady
3. a pink vespa
4. any random lorry with a truckload of good friends behind with me

4 pets you ever reared
1. dog- maltese
2. hamsters
3. bunnies
4. chicks etc etc (i even kept earthworms, mealworms and tadpoles for a couple of days)

4 fav snacks
1. crystal jade's chicken wings
2. sesame mochis
3. preserved mangoes
4. royce chocolates (okiz in fact ALL chocolates related stuffs)

4 things you wish you could do
1. be a policewoman for a day so i can kickass
2. ride a horse all by my own or have a white tiger as my pet
3. have a atm machine in my room with no withdrawal limits ( :
4. possess the 'turn invisible' ability

Monday, May 08, 2006

MOMMY's the best

So It's the season for pampering all mommys.

As cliche as it sounds, mommy, you're the BEST!
For your unconditional love and giving the best of what you can to me. Being throught alot alott more than majority moms out there i swear. (though she wouldn't be reading this)

On the other hand, i'm real eggcited about celebrating Mother's Day. Like i'm gona cook her a nice meal personally with my sis since it's been quite some time since i whipped up a proper meal for someone. I do love cooking afterall i realised... just that i enjoy doing it more for somebody else instead for myself. Prolly that's the reason whyee i munched on junk food most of the time instead when i'm home.


and this is what i've got for my mom
-4 leaves clover pendant
Believed by mannyyy that it has this magical spell to fulfill the wish of the owner (love, career etc etc... and especially 4Ds!) more of a lucky charm...
Since it's been known that my mom's a 4D freak, i kinda guess what she'll wish for ;)

if ya interested, click on this www.julieroberts.com.sg u suckers.

and this's godamnit HOT stuff.

http://www.baybsupplies.net/forum/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=4087&SearchTerms=body,checkup

Sunday, May 07, 2006

sweet dreams are made of thee

It was all sweeeet and nice. Like how it was supposed to be. This euphoric feeling i've never had since ages ago.

But no, when i awoke, it's always the extreme opposite from reality. Something i dread having from the very second i opened my eyes.

The reason whyee i simply HATE sweet dreams.