Missus Voicemail Retriever

Bestowed with an absolute task-free job (besides retrieving voicemails) in this new department, F&B Admin prompted me to updated this dust accumulating blog since the company is smart enough to block access to websites like,

1) Hotmail (in fact all the personal mail related ones even bank accounts)
2) Friendster (yes!)
3) GAMES!!! ( i soOo wana be playing games!)
4) Youtube

Soo much so that apparently surfing blogs seem tooo good a thing to be.

Not important. Put that aside, i am not very pleased with myself for the fact that i am gettin a lil entangled down there, at the left pocket.

'S' has far exceeded my expectations which i had of him from the start. He has proven himself but question to myself, is it reciprocation or is it another round of wild goose chase? The problem with me, there are just too many 'what ifs'.

and i met him and obviously we dont give a big pat on each other shoulders and go like 'hey! have you found someone new?' face to face. It bears a certain amt of awkwardness for sure still. I was hoping to have a private chat. I reckon not. The inner voice telling me not to. Leaving things as it is.

Sidetrack- my leave has been approved after some saliva spending time on persuasion. I'm planning to go away before CNY. The trip better be on else im gona kill that sisterrrrr!