*requiem for a dream

Friday, January 19, 2007

Missus Voicemail Retriever

Bestowed with an absolute task-free job (besides retrieving voicemails) in this new department, F&B Admin prompted me to updated this dust accumulating blog since the company is smart enough to block access to websites like,

1) Hotmail (in fact all the personal mail related ones even bank accounts)
2) Friendster (yes!)
3) GAMES!!! ( i soOo wana be playing games!)
4) Youtube

Soo much so that apparently surfing blogs seem tooo good a thing to be.

Not important. Put that aside, i am not very pleased with myself for the fact that i am gettin a lil entangled down there, at the left pocket.

'S' has far exceeded my expectations which i had of him from the start. He has proven himself but question to myself, is it reciprocation or is it another round of wild goose chase? The problem with me, there are just too many 'what ifs'.

and i met him and obviously we dont give a big pat on each other shoulders and go like 'hey! have you found someone new?' face to face. It bears a certain amt of awkwardness for sure still. I was hoping to have a private chat. I reckon not. The inner voice telling me not to. Leaving things as it is.

Sidetrack- my leave has been approved after some saliva spending time on persuasion. I'm planning to go away before CNY. The trip better be on else im gona kill that sisterrrrr!

in front of you, i fell all silent

as silent as this.

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1 yr it has been.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

DONUT FACTORY

This, the insane madmadmad crazeeeeeeeeeeeeee long queue all day long at Raffles City B1

...DONUT FACTORY...

their donuts are really yummy~!
feast on 'hazelnut choc', 'spicy cheese' or 'glazed peanut butter'
my top recommendations =D


its getting a lil random... im quite empty for words... so i thought mayb pictures will do the talking for the next few rounds.
good night peepearl*

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

twozerozeroseven

New Year Eve... while squeezing my way thru among the jammedpacked smellysweaty sardines with the rest of e company,
there was this local guy who tried soOo hard to pave a way for himself ...

guy no.1 : EXCUSE ME! let me PASS A-WAY!!!

and he continued cursing himself til we lost trace of him.


----
bid goodbye to 2006 with those vibrating byebye arms of mine
a bad head start to begin with...but a good year end to reap my harvest

i love life! and life loves me!
and its true that there's karma...

*my new year resolution - a LARGE pack of mac french fries


Thursday, November 30, 2006

Flowers extravaganza

My room reeks of pollen smell.
The pile lying there still.
And here comes the bunch of yellow chrysanthemums from my darling girlies.



Yellow Flower Power. They got me all the yellow flowers...
THANKS van & 100th lover.
A tribute to the yellow girliesss... it's funny how 2 yrs odd just passed and the bond just built up unknowingly like how the hydrogen and oxygen molecules come together to form H2O.

100th lover: very firm and rational person. Always helping me out with my unfinished last min tasks. Her affairs of heart is still hard to fathom. Im always hoping to see her get attach i duno whyee? haha. with MR ******

bigprawnny Dacia darling: Through the farts & burps days...ups&downs. MY other half! im glad the separation of class didnt quite drift us apart. I just wana let u know whatever 'dumb' decisions u made, i'll always be there rain or shine.

ji liap, evil twin: The one who i used to borrow IC from. Haha. cuz of some striking resemblance as claimed by 3636373828 ppl. My 1st buddy ever since the orientation period. Neat & sweet. And finally i see her hand in hand with somebody! All the best!

Van, 24/7 gf: I believed things doesnt seem to good for u nowadays, but do stay optimistic! we're always here for you!!! do not EVER go back to those silly acts days if u know what im referring to. Straightforward as you are but i know u mean no harm in your words. My hyperactive gf who takes those dreadful veggies for me

Wanjing: Her infamous headshake tt left a deep impression in yr 1. With the hardesttt eyelids to draw (but hey i did it). And her pet tortise is her life baby! Responsible and always punctual. No more jurong bus rides together now. haha.

Ali: Abusive gf? haha. mayb no. Ya, as usual her favourites are like PINK and Butterflies. I wonder if she's ever gona change her taste in 10yrs time. Oh and dress sense improved alot!

***ME: Been to heaven, been to hell. But im all good now, better than i was before. Every ending is a new beginning! Some experiences made me see things in a different light. And im still sticking to my motto: 'No regrets in life' so seize the day! These days, I do whatever floats my boat.


The classique 1980s babies shot.

It's been arranged according to height! DAMN! i need to grow vertically instead of horizontally!

-out for some gallivanting

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

you and your antics

It must be either,
the heartless bf or
the jealous gf.

i know there's something up your sleeves, wonder what's coming up.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

19th- the whacky ones

okiz so i was made to stand up on the chair by the Fish&Co management while they( you'll find out soon who) sang the birthday song. Was pretty embarrassing but consolation was that it comes with complementary sparklers stick.
Well, i thought the ambience and atmosphere to hold a bday celebration there was good. A rather special and cosy experience though i'll still grade the food as so-so, 'slightly above average' only.

You know, i have this tendency to look tensed up and veryy unnatural when it comes to posing a pic with my birthday cakes, so im not gona post em up. And then this year, when it comes to making wishes, i just pretend to be doing so cuz my mind's literally empty! maybe im just too contented in my own lil world.

My presents were wrapped in all these daily NECESSITIES - sanitary pad & waxing strips box

Apparently, unwrapping their presents clinched a record. They took me far the longesttttt throughout my 19 years on earth.

Only a partial mess... sanitary pad on the table with the cakes? wth

With special thanks to oink the BrEaST friend who came up with all the whacky ideas.

I present her the STAR AWARDS*. There.

And coming up, we have the ever infamous 4 bimbotic expressions 'xi, nu, ai, le'

'joy', 'angst', 'sadness', 'happiness'

ling meimei and i, with 1 itchy hand
tammi & huiling

our favourite pose since ....

'Saddam HuYAN' and 'OINK Bush'

Matt, lizard, Weijing, Leo

kangqi, huiling, PILOTang, zhiqing

THANKYOU guys*

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

19th- It just gets better!

To: people who care
by means of sms, testi., msg online, calls and whatever means

*a big THANK YOU <3 <3 <3 manyyyy manyyyy

Ze birthday celebration feels more like a lunar new year affair, stretched over a couple of days spending it with different groups of important people.
A good reason to catch up with people i haven been seeing for eons.

Without a bf this year, i gt more *love from everyone else i realise or maybe its just a wider social circle. =)

Pictures to be up when i've received the whole lot
Splendid.